Slammed

Unexpected. Crazy. Beautiful.

3 simple words that summarized you & I perfectly.

Why these three words?

Why not: Love. Perfect. Easy. ?

Yes, there was love & I believe there still is.

But perfect?

No, we were far from that.

Easy?

Hell, no.

There were many times it wasn’t easy.

Life is never easy.

Life is complicated & full of twists.

Unexpected is the better word choice because we were exactly this.

We weren’t seeking each other & yet-

for so long we were still a part of each other’s lives.

We let each other in to a depth that very few if anyone had ever been before.

Crazy-the amount of times we stayed up until 5AM. All of those Q & A nights.

Because of those nights I was given insight of just what kind of man you were & have grown into now. In return I let you see me for me.

It was crazy for me to call you that one night.

But even crazier for me to say I fell for you that night, but I did.

Beautiful-every single minute even some of the fights.

Why the fights too?

Without them then this would’ve been perfect & easy-2 things we were not.

We grew from our fights & always came out stronger.

Beautiful because you helped me find myself.

Because of you I’m more accepting & ready for adventure & life’s curveballs.

Unexpected. Crazy. Beautiful.

These three simple words described you & I.

For you were my,

unexpected,

crazy,

&

beautiful

Love.

You still are.

And always will.

But now our book has been closed.

We don’t talk anymore & I miss you.

But this was for the best.

The decision was unexpected but wasn’t that how this whole thing began?

It makes sense that we end that way too, right?

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13 thoughts on “Slammed

  1. I was not expecting it to end the way it did, but looking back I should have. .. your words set up the clues, but I missed them, as I suspect you did too, caught up in the unexpected, crazy, beautiful story. You brought me along on your journey.

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